Snowy Heart <3

2day is squeena's birthday and i haven prepare something for her, sort of letting her down sia. lols.just decided to go out with ying ting they all to go for shopping, i realise that is time for me to relax, instead of studying all day.I bet i have given myself too much stress, and having too much expectations, especially maths. I wonder if i have become more stupid, may be i had. Got back my maths test paper, and i got a 56/100. Such terrible marks. what a disgrace. Futhermore, i was the highest in class.== i rather there are people who score much higher than me.Otherwise people will b like knowing that our class highest only get a 56. Sad-despair-depressed-emo 2day for me. During the maths lesson, i was like going crazy sitting with yy while yy keeps consoling me in a funny manner.going crazy to conceal what i feel sia, but it seems like it went worst in front of yy.but still thank her for consoling me though it didnt help.hahas. went down for recess with yy they all and meet up with vann and crys. Made a grave mistake for telling them that sq's birthday is on sunday and they go wishing her.it was my fault afterall, sorry vann and crys.it seems like i have no face to c vann crys and sq. and the meal was like a total silence. My emotions went worst sia for this matter. Go wash hands and saw sq. Almost can bring myself to wish her, until vann and crys wish her. what can i say tot them sia, nothing else. after school yy keep changing her marks telling yu fang sia, and i was involved. may yy realise that she shld not start the topic, as i was sensitive to it.it was a joke afterall,but it wasnt for me. Disgraceful marks. *sigh... orhs ya 4get to add something sia!2day mr tee is on mc and mdm chow take over the lesson. How stupid is her, going through the maths paper while 3 students are taking the test outside the classroom. feeling so unfair as they keep copying everything esp pearlene. Reali hope they did badly for olevels, is their retribution for that.