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2day is squeena's birthday and i haven prepare something for her, sort of letting her down sia. lols.just decided to go out with ying ting they all to go for shopping, i realise that is time for me to relax, instead of studying all day.I bet i have given myself too much stress, and having too much expectations, especially maths. I wonder if i have become more stupid, may be i had. Got back my maths test paper, and i got a 56/100. Such terrible marks. what a disgrace. Futhermore, i was the highest in class.== i rather there are people who score much higher than me.Otherwise people will b like knowing that our class highest only get a 56. Sad-despair-depressed-emo 2day for me. During the maths lesson, i was like going crazy sitting with yy while yy keeps consoling me in a funny manner.going crazy to conceal what i feel sia, but it seems like it went worst in front of yy.but still thank her for consoling me though it didnt help.hahas. went down for recess with yy they all and meet up with vann and crys. Made a grave mistake for telling them that sq's birthday is on sunday and they go wishing her.it was my fault afterall, sorry vann and crys.it seems like i have no face to c vann crys and sq. and the meal was like a total silence. My emotions went worst sia for this matter. Go wash hands and saw sq. Almost can bring myself to wish her, until vann and crys wish her. what can i say tot them sia, nothing else. after school yy keep changing her marks telling yu fang sia, and i was involved. may yy realise that she shld not start the topic, as i was sensitive to it.it was a joke afterall,but it wasnt for me. Disgraceful marks. *sigh... orhs ya 4get to add something sia!2day mr tee is on mc and mdm chow take over the lesson. How stupid is her, going through the maths paper while 3 students are taking the test outside the classroom. feeling so unfair as they keep copying everything esp pearlene. Reali hope they did badly for olevels, is their retribution for that.

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Thank god is Friday! Suppose to be a happy day for me as it is the last day of the weekdays, but sort of depressing for me sia!Sobs... My maths teacher says that my presentation not good, thn need minus half of the marks away for the questions. SO GOOD give me a 50percent discount. BUT i donwan pls!!!Ardy did badly le still tell me that.sigh!My emaths is reali worse thn my amaths sia.=,( but i will pull myself up de lahs. Futhermore is just a class test!But really dislike this teacher esp when i go library with yy to study. We saw mrs sim and mr ho there very hardworking de marking the maths paper. But when we ask mr tan whether we can get back our papers by monday, he give those lame excuses.What a stupid teacher. As if he cant spare time to mark finish the papers. Oh please u r old enough pls retired. *GRUMBLE but i wonder wad the departments are thinking. Is a fact that our class is slightly weaker in maths, but they sent a unreliable teacher for us. i bet he is the worst teacher i have ever seen. i mus admit thn he has a good character, but he is not suitable to be a teacher!!!

Today i went to the library with yy to do my dnt stuffs and study amaths. And suddenly alot of 4F students come to look for mr ho to no their marks. Thn i saw vann and zi ling who are coming to c their marks. YY stills says what ur friend come to c the marks, don care her friends le, wad so ever de. LOL although she didnt mean it, don like that say lehs!!!>.< after that we went to cp for window shopping. Went home around 4 sia. Got the news that our mid year will b testing all the chpts for all subjects that we are being taught last yr and this yr. Wad a diseaster for everyone. Shld da jia Jia You study hard orhs!!!

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Time to put my first post today. Today i just had weiqi, it was quite smoothly as my juniors did not make a din. In fact, not many juniors come 2day, shld settle the score with them tml!Sort of sad and angry today!!!My maths test sucks sia!OMG my 1st time did so badly and left so many blank. Mr Ho set too difficult le!Worst of all, i go earaser the question i did which i m correct. So a foolish act. Ahh die le!>.< but receive a good news today that most of our class will b able to add marks for the chemistry graph question~ i donwan get A2!!!thank god! Weiqi is so fine today. No handphones!No games!NO vulgarities! so peaceful!~~~ looking forward to the next weiqi competition as i have confidence in the juniors to clinch a award in the group category!Hurrary! but sort of tick off my junior 2day for being so rude!Opps!usually i wont do so de!psps!2 angry for my math test le!seems like i go crititise him as he says i loser what nv help dao his oppenent == Then i go suan him says i rang him 4 seeds c whther he can win!LOL he claimed that only left 15 min thn i go suan him is the loser.feels so bad now.BUT suan le wu ask him being so irrespectful to seniors. Shld teach my juniors a lesson for misbehaving. Going to left weiqi club within 3 weeks. Found someone to take over my post.MUS jyjy orhs! rest assured i go back to visit u all frequently de!=D <3 weiqi 4ever!